My morning meditations are the times I set aside to listen for the voice of Jesus. However valiant my efforts, though, I spend most of the time listening to the noise in my own head and spiraling off into distractions over plans for the coming day, replaying events of the previous day, figuring out finances or relationships or even letting the cat out. It can seem that I am wasting my time and would be better served by getting an extra half hour of sleep. But when I have complained of this to my spiritual directors, they have reassured me that my time is not wasted. Indeed, St Paul tells us, "we do not know how to pray … but the Spirit itself intercedes" (Romans 8:26).
So in dedicating myself to my half hour of effort each morning, I am giving the Spirit opportunity to intercede so that Jesus will know me, and I will manage to follow him more than I stray.
O Holy Spirit of God, awaken me to God's voice deep within me and pray in me when I cannot pray.
So in dedicating myself to my half hour of effort each morning, I am giving the Spirit opportunity to intercede so that Jesus will know me, and I will manage to follow him more than I stray.
Aileen O'Donoghue
O Holy Spirit of God, awaken me to God's voice deep within me and pray in me when I cannot pray.
