Why do you notice the splinter in your brother's eye but do not perceive the wooden beam in your own.
Luke 6:41
I never read this passage without feeling that it was written precisely for me. My core sins, I'm sorry to say, have changed very little throughout my life. I am arrogant. I am critical. I am ungrateful. I am small. Sure, the particulars change a little. Those sins express themselves differently one day to the next. Still, those are my greatest faults in a nutshell. Sometimes they seems to sound around me like variations of a terrible theme. They are the beam in my eye that I somehow overlook to find fault with everyone around me.
Maybe someday God will relieve me of my sins. Maybe someday humility and generosity and gratitude will pour forth from me like water. More likely, I will labor for the rest of my life. I suppose that is what discipleship is - not being perfect, but striving to become better than we are, today and again tomorrow and all the days after that. Jesus Christ overcame sin for us. Maybe our job is to keep overcoming our own particular sins, as many times as it takes.
Lord God, help me overcome my sins.
Karla Manternach